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Ennui by Emerging Artist
April 11th, 2007 11:44 AMThe term "boredom"
is one I associate with mild disconnection
from myself and
from other people and things...
an absence of curiosity.
Since beginning regressive therapy to retrieve repressed painful memories and the accompanying emotions, my mind and body now experience much connection, and consequently, more pain. Oftentimes, I will, following an intense therapy session, wander about in the downtown "Loop" area of Chicago, my town. I've browsed for hours in the various downtown shops and windows.
The result of such disconnected boredom, is fleeting relief from pain.
I know I am bored when I am asked what I did for the time period when I was bored, and I respond: "I have no idea what I've been doing."
-EA
so if you don't exacltly know what you were donig when you were bored.. where were you? what was around you. describe the scene.