20 points
The Beautiful Letter by ambitron indifornian
June 15th, 2006 8:51 PM
where else to post something where EVERYONE will see it, but the craigslist missed connections. great, coz i met this person on craigslist, as well.
you can check out the posting at: http://www.craigslist.org/sfc/mis/172075462.html
to you.
i think you are absolutely wonderful. so many times after weve hung out, im paralyzed by the bliss of being sexually involved with someone who makes me feel really good. you dont make me feel sleazy or used or anything else like i have so many times before. its great. i love it.
but, youre right. i also dont feel like were getting close as friends. i really want to be close to you in that way as well. i want to tell you about all the stuff on my mind all the time (like you once told me that i could/should). i want to call you up and talk on the phone and be able to come over and hang out, play chess, get a beer, watch a movie, walk around the city...and then maybe make out and all that stuff.
i have to tell you that one of the most favorite times weve hung out was the first time...when everything felt so genuine and nice and then the time when i picked you up from the airport and we just hung out at my apartment. i dont like feeling that hanging out with you means that theres something thats going to happen sexually because that begins to make me feel dirty and used...and ive been there, done that before and i really dont want to feel that way about you.
like i said, i think youre wonderful and great and beautiful and this wonderful pandoras box that i want to open and know more about. thats what attracted me to you initially was not that we have good sex, but your emails...words to me about yourself. i dont want to lose that kind of thing. i just dont like the way everything seems so formulated right now. like we have to plan out this whole thing and what were going to do and where were going to do it and all that. i just want to hang out with you and be casual and stuff. i think we could be good for each other in that sort of way.
to tell you the truth...im like totally crushed out on you and love hanging out with you and all that...but, when i think about why i feel that way, it doesnt seem like theres much substance to back it up besides us having way good make out sessions. when i put that ad up on cl, i really didnt expect to meet someone like you, but i did. so thats why i didnt expect any of this sort of thing or to feel this way at all. and now that youre around, i dont want to lose the possibility of anything that will/could happen. i dont want us to be just fuck buddies. thats too cliche.
perhaps i didnt phrase well what i was saying.
i think youre awesome and all that blah blah blah. and im totally crushed out on you and all that coz you make me smile and youre nice and stuff...blah blah. im totally crushed out on LOTS of guys. but, in big letters, i dont want a relationship like boyfriend girlfriend. no way. not just with you, just not right now. i cant deal with that sort of thing currently. im too busy and too content with how things are going with my job and moving and everything else.
i still want things back to basics...i met you and i was surprised an happy coz you were so cute and sweet and didnt make me feel all skeezy. i just want to make it clear that im not all pining over you and in love with you and all that. its not about that for me. what i want is just a good friend who i trust and respect and who knows me well and were comfortable around each other...and the physical stuff, too. both ((are equally as)) important for me.
i want to know you...i want to be good friends with you...and of course i still want to have sex with you...but, only if it feels right. so, i dont want to marry you, but i also really dont want to stop seeing you either friends or benefits. and now, my eyes are all welling up about this coz im not good at this sort of thing...ugh. coz i for sure like you more than in just a naked way.
from me.
you can check out the posting at: http://www.craigslist.org/sfc/mis/172075462.html
to you.
i think you are absolutely wonderful. so many times after weve hung out, im paralyzed by the bliss of being sexually involved with someone who makes me feel really good. you dont make me feel sleazy or used or anything else like i have so many times before. its great. i love it.
but, youre right. i also dont feel like were getting close as friends. i really want to be close to you in that way as well. i want to tell you about all the stuff on my mind all the time (like you once told me that i could/should). i want to call you up and talk on the phone and be able to come over and hang out, play chess, get a beer, watch a movie, walk around the city...and then maybe make out and all that stuff.
i have to tell you that one of the most favorite times weve hung out was the first time...when everything felt so genuine and nice and then the time when i picked you up from the airport and we just hung out at my apartment. i dont like feeling that hanging out with you means that theres something thats going to happen sexually because that begins to make me feel dirty and used...and ive been there, done that before and i really dont want to feel that way about you.
like i said, i think youre wonderful and great and beautiful and this wonderful pandoras box that i want to open and know more about. thats what attracted me to you initially was not that we have good sex, but your emails...words to me about yourself. i dont want to lose that kind of thing. i just dont like the way everything seems so formulated right now. like we have to plan out this whole thing and what were going to do and where were going to do it and all that. i just want to hang out with you and be casual and stuff. i think we could be good for each other in that sort of way.
to tell you the truth...im like totally crushed out on you and love hanging out with you and all that...but, when i think about why i feel that way, it doesnt seem like theres much substance to back it up besides us having way good make out sessions. when i put that ad up on cl, i really didnt expect to meet someone like you, but i did. so thats why i didnt expect any of this sort of thing or to feel this way at all. and now that youre around, i dont want to lose the possibility of anything that will/could happen. i dont want us to be just fuck buddies. thats too cliche.
perhaps i didnt phrase well what i was saying.
i think youre awesome and all that blah blah blah. and im totally crushed out on you and all that coz you make me smile and youre nice and stuff...blah blah. im totally crushed out on LOTS of guys. but, in big letters, i dont want a relationship like boyfriend girlfriend. no way. not just with you, just not right now. i cant deal with that sort of thing currently. im too busy and too content with how things are going with my job and moving and everything else.
i still want things back to basics...i met you and i was surprised an happy coz you were so cute and sweet and didnt make me feel all skeezy. i just want to make it clear that im not all pining over you and in love with you and all that. its not about that for me. what i want is just a good friend who i trust and respect and who knows me well and were comfortable around each other...and the physical stuff, too. both ((are equally as)) important for me.
i want to know you...i want to be good friends with you...and of course i still want to have sex with you...but, only if it feels right. so, i dont want to marry you, but i also really dont want to stop seeing you either friends or benefits. and now, my eyes are all welling up about this coz im not good at this sort of thing...ugh. coz i for sure like you more than in just a naked way.
from me.
