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Graph of Desire by r0ck c4ndy
June 8th, 2008 2:46 PM
Last era I documented desire.
http://sf0.org/r0ckc4ndy/Desires/
Therefore, I graphed the desire that I previously documented.
First, I graphed my desire on an X-Y axis. X is a qualitative determination of the amount I desired each of these things everyday, on a scale from -10 through 10. Y is the same scale, but it’s the amount these things that I desire are currently present in my life.
Each Point:
1. Hope
Hope was doing pretty well actually. I think hope is very important, and as a person who suffers from depression, I need to work to make sure it’s present in my life. But, in general I am a pretty hopeful and excited person.
2. Longing Kisses
Not doing the best, but it’s not a big deal. Longing kisses don’t happen as much when you have a happy and healthy relationship. And even though I sometimes miss the crazy passion of those kisses I would way rather, in the long-term, have fabulous and constant kisses than occasionally dramatic and longing kisses.
3. This Boy
I desire this boy very strongly, but at his moment, because I am living in Colorado and he is living in Minnesota the fulfillment of that desire is limited. But not zero because I still talk to him and therefore have some presence in my life. He could do a better job keeping that presence up…
4. Justice
I have a pretty strong desire for justice, it’s why I went to law school, it’s why I will be starting a job as a public defender soon. Unfortunately, Justice is the only one the ended up on the negative side. Things are just too fucked up, and as hard as I try I rarely see justice happen.
5. Joy in my Flesh
This desire is only so-so. I think it ebbs and flows because time to work on my is rare, and so I push this desire away and focus on other things. I plan to get back to me soon!
6. Freedom
I desire freedom much more than I actually want freedom as silly as that may sound. So, while I think longingly of a different style of life I am actually quite happy with my friends, in love with my partner, and content with the profession I have chosen.
7. Adventure
I don’t get nearly as much adventure as I desire! I love when it happens, and I think I make the most of it, but I would like more adventure to come my way. Feel free to send some to me!
Then, just for fun, I made a pie chart representing the percentage of the whole of my daily desire that each thing makes up!
http://sf0.org/r0ckc4ndy/Desires/
Therefore, I graphed the desire that I previously documented.
First, I graphed my desire on an X-Y axis. X is a qualitative determination of the amount I desired each of these things everyday, on a scale from -10 through 10. Y is the same scale, but it’s the amount these things that I desire are currently present in my life.
Each Point:
1. Hope
Hope was doing pretty well actually. I think hope is very important, and as a person who suffers from depression, I need to work to make sure it’s present in my life. But, in general I am a pretty hopeful and excited person.
2. Longing Kisses
Not doing the best, but it’s not a big deal. Longing kisses don’t happen as much when you have a happy and healthy relationship. And even though I sometimes miss the crazy passion of those kisses I would way rather, in the long-term, have fabulous and constant kisses than occasionally dramatic and longing kisses.
3. This Boy
I desire this boy very strongly, but at his moment, because I am living in Colorado and he is living in Minnesota the fulfillment of that desire is limited. But not zero because I still talk to him and therefore have some presence in my life. He could do a better job keeping that presence up…
4. Justice
I have a pretty strong desire for justice, it’s why I went to law school, it’s why I will be starting a job as a public defender soon. Unfortunately, Justice is the only one the ended up on the negative side. Things are just too fucked up, and as hard as I try I rarely see justice happen.
5. Joy in my Flesh
This desire is only so-so. I think it ebbs and flows because time to work on my is rare, and so I push this desire away and focus on other things. I plan to get back to me soon!
6. Freedom
I desire freedom much more than I actually want freedom as silly as that may sound. So, while I think longingly of a different style of life I am actually quite happy with my friends, in love with my partner, and content with the profession I have chosen.
7. Adventure
I don’t get nearly as much adventure as I desire! I love when it happens, and I think I make the most of it, but I would like more adventure to come my way. Feel free to send some to me!
Then, just for fun, I made a pie chart representing the percentage of the whole of my daily desire that each thing makes up!
It's like a constellation. Neat.